I don't know if this is the right place. I hope my post won't get nuked though, this is about something affecting me as a human being, who uses chat GPT *very* sparingly, only for minimal work applications if I'm having a particularly rough time and need help getting over a hump due to low energy (as someone with CPTSD and depression, potential undiagnosed developmental disorder).

I'm someone whose very proud of how I write, and for a long time, even before AI was a thing, people would tell me that I wrote/spoke in a robotic manner. I tried not to be offended at that and told myself that it's actually *because* I'm careful with trying my best to express myself. I even remember getting upset at people paying for Grammarly ("look at what they have to purchase just to emulate an iota of my strength" aah moment).

This post, so far, has been written from my heart by my own fingers, on my phone, while I'm in bed. None of it is AI generated.

But lately, people have began to just be cruel.

They want to isolate me and mock me. Posts that have had nothing to do with AI result in people snarkily telling me "I'm not reading all that, and it sounds like a bot wrote it".

I'm having dark thoughts. I feel like I'm back in highschool. My own therapist seems annoyed with me.

My family members dont care and don't have time for me. No one gets me and no one wants to get me.

I'm too intellectual and elitist for some, and I'm considered amoral scum of the earth by others who act like they're better than me because they have a complete life. I'm not trying to act like anything, I want to exist, I want to feel loved, I want to feel warm optimism and kindness but people are making me feel like I don't deserve to live, and then further push me away when I have the audacity to seek help from AI because they've proven that they're going to stab me again.

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